Merry? Christmas??

Tonight does not feel like Christmas to me.

I do not believe that I am here in the living room, by myself, drinking... TEA and not spending time with family. Today has been one of the WIERDEST days I have had in some time. Breakfast, was wonderful. I met my professor and friend W at Le Peep, where we always go. We talked about family, about fights, about music, and each other, and then we got interviewed by channel 22 about the new evidence they have discovered about the star of Bethlehem. There was an article in the tribune, i guess. I suppose that I should go get the issues out of the bag on the porch, and read about it since I said something about it on the air.

The cantata went well this evening. But, we didn't go to Danny's house.

I don't really know why. Big lack of communication.

I am angry with my father today. He was talking at lunch about hating people with tattoos. He really says that. I can't believe him! He said "I hate you." to my niece! It broke her heart. I know that he is 83... and has a huge lack of tact... but to your granddaughter? So... what do you do? I don't know. It just makes me sad inside.

And... I think that this blog... it's just gonna be just for me. Until I'm ready to share it.